to a special someone...

it's only been a bit more than a month, and feels like i've known you forever.
you've made me so happy and emotional. you told me i got prettier in taiwan, and i wanted to ask if you've heard "戀愛中的女孩最美". i think it's just mostly i start grinning whenever i think about you. (which is often).

and i'm also becoming one of those girls i always rolled my eyes at. guess i just need to learn to trust you more. i'm working on it. i think it's just sometimes when you're not close, or replying, i start thinking too much and get 心慌慌. if it's anybody else, i would have recognized it right away and told them you're probably just busy, but when it's yourself, is so hard to do.

so lucky to have you in my life~ some things i can't bring myself to say, but hope you understand.