leaving for shanghai in 7 days, next monday, oct. 15 ah!!..... feel so stressed, teachers starting to say. well.......i guess you should do the test early then....and i'm like *happy* ok!, i'd love to...but inside i'm like wtf......i've got 7 other classes that i have to do the test early for...plus a few assignments here and there, you know......all before friday. are you fking shitting me?? grr.....wow, i'm in a bad mood.....

so many annoying things happened today, first there's the got sick before dragonboat practise and can't go stuff, so upset ><, felt so weak grr......then there's my own personal stuff, then b's lock gets cut.....ahhh!!, it's all my fault >< they didn't even warn him...and the guy who's locker b's actually belongs to doesn't even use his locker, it's empty all the time. i see him there what, like once so far?? @@''

Ah!, i need some happy mail from A, i love his mails, there always so funny. sigh, so nervous, for shang-hai, and nervous too on what's going to happen after i come back, would i fall behind so much, that i'll be ranting everyday?? or would i be soo motivated to work my ass off?? probably the first one. durgh, let me fall asleep and never wake up...><